Tales of a Summer Gone Wrong...

Sometimes leaving home is dangerous...

Those of you who know me outside of social media know that I'm not prone to exaggeration. No matter how I tell this story, it does have a melodramatic flair. It's definitely not exaggeration; in fact, I'll actually downplay it because there's no way to truly capture the over-the-top feeling of the events which occurred the last couple of weeks.  I'm also leaving out some details and things that happened just because they don't all need to be told, so trust me when I tell you this is the low key version.

In the week before the real craziness, things at home had been particularly demanding.  One night in particular, I told Wes I had a terrible feeling that I just couldn't shake.  I felt as if something was hanging over me—that something bad was going to happen.  I texted Caleb to be very careful coming home late that night because I couldn't explain the feeling that something was off.  If only I'd known!

I thought, perhaps, the refrigerator breaking, Katlyn breaking the handle on the over-the-range microwave, Caleb's ceiling fan deciding to give up the ghost, or the cat needing to go to the vet would've been enough fodder for a bad feeling since it happened all in one week. I fully admit I was wrong.

Monday, June 12th:

We knew Wes's grandmother wasn't doing well.  We'd received news multiple times in the days prior she only had hours left, but that tenacious lady would never accept being told what to do, and those hours turned into days. Late Sunday night/early Monday morning she passed away, and we made plans to travel to Kentucky.  Katlyn was in the middle of her first high school class (a program they have here to get ahead by a class each summer), and despite very strict policies about not missing any classes, they excused her so we could attend without her losing the credit.  

For those of you who don't know, Wes and I met as teenagers while I was living in Indiana and he was living in Kentucky—about an hour apart. When we travel to the Midwest, we visit both sides of our families. My parents now live in South Carolina, but by unplanned coincidence, they were traveling to Indiana at the same time we were traveling to Kentucky.  My grandmother has Alzheimer's, and they were going to spend the week with her.

Tuesday, June 13th:

The nature of my job allows me to take work with me wherever I go.  I still had full time+ work to juggle while being out of town, but it was all doable. When we travel, I wake up early and go downstairs to the hotel lobby to work.  While working that morning, my neighbor texted to tell me the septic alarm on the side of my house was going off.  This is never good news, but 9 hours from home made it a bit challenging to deal with.  Her husband turned off the alarm while I called a septic company in Arkansas hoping they would go check it.  After some hemming and hawing, he finally said he'd send someone out on their way home that evening—they were just too busy to go during the day.  I found out later that evening it was a faulty alarm from the sensor falling in the water.  A nice fee later, they fixed it.  *sigh* We were thankful it was something that simple.

Fast forward to Thursday, June 15th:

The morning of the funeral, I received a text from my mom very early saying my dad was taken to the hospital in Indiana for severe abdominal pain. They spent the morning trying to get his pain under control and looking for the cause.  After giving him morphine, he had a terrible reaction to it and couldn't stop throwing up. No more morphine for him. They tried twice to put a tube down is nose and throat in order to keep his stomach completely empty because they finally decided a twisted bowel was causing the pain.  Sometimes it can be corrected by letting the bowels rest completely, but it takes time. Since they weren't able to get the tube down either time, they were going to restrict food and water and let him rest for a couple of days to see what happened. If only it had been that simple. 

Friday, June 16th:

I received a phone call very early in the morning that my dad's heart rate and a fever both spiked, so they were taking him to surgery. They feared a part of his bowel was dying, and they would have to remove part of it.  Caleb and I left Katlyn and Wes in Kentucky to spend the day with his family while we rushed to Indiana trying to be there in time to talk to the surgeon.

I'm SO thankful we walked into the surgical waiting room right as the surgeon walked in to report on his surgery.  The surgeon terrified my mom when she came to talk to us.  She was very straight-faced and serious as she asked us to follow her into another room where she shut the door then stood there looking ominous.  I wasn't worried, and I didn't think it was bad news.  She didn't sit down, and she seemed anxious to leave, so even though I could feel the fear radiating from my mom, I was pretty certain everything was okay.  Even though she was very serious, and very dry, she was a great doctor.  She took time to explain things, and she didn't mind answering questions.  We saw her several times over the next week, and she was very good at what she did. Even if she did lack some bedside manners.

When she opened him up, she didn't find a twisted bowel after all.  Instead, she found a very angry, red section of bowel that was still alive. The strangest part was his abdominal cavity was filled with infection—lime green pus, to be specific.  She looked through his bowels, explored the rest of his abdomen, and couldn't find a reason.  In ten years, he was only the second case to happen without an obvious reason.  (Way to be unique there, Mike.  Maybe you should've played the lottery that day.) She called it a bowel translocation. Unfortunately, the level of infection found inside meant she could NOT sew him up right away.  He would have to stay in the hospital, the wound would be covered but left open, and two drainage tubes would allow any lingering infection to drain while they allowed his bowels to rest completely.  

When they brought him back from surgery, he was quite a sight.  The tube was in place to keep his stomach drained, he had a tube inserted in his spine to administer pain medication, and he was hooked up to all the various other things necessary after surgery.  A long recovery lay ahead of him. When I tell you the wound was left open, I'm not talking about a small incision. From near the bottom if his sternum, down the center of his stomach, about 8-10 inches of his abdomen was open. It would remain that way for a week before all was said and done. But that's not the end of the story...

Saturday, June 17th (Also called The Day That Wouldn't End):

I knew my parents needed help with my dad in the hospital, but the boys also needed to get back to Arkansas because Caleb's college registration was scheduled for Monday and Tuesday. Our plan was for me to drive them the 9 hours home, repack more clothes for Katlyn and I, and then return on Sunday.  They wouldn't have to rent a car, and I could grab some extra things from home.  It seemed like a good plan at the time, but life had another idea.

Another side note...

I've forgotten to mention that my parents had their dog with them. The poor thing was relegated to her kennel in an upstairs bedroom of my grandparents' house, and I was going back and forth from one side of town to the next to take care of her so my mom wouldn't have to contend with it. My aunt and cousin offered to take care of her until my parents were back on their feet.  It might seem like a small detail, but at that moment every tiny bit of help made a huge difference.  I'm so thankful they are such amazing animal lovers because although it might seem like a small detail, it truly did make a difference to me.  My cousin picked her up, so I didn't even have to transport her that day.

I received another very early phone call from my mom. She'd been struggling with a migraine for days, and it reached a level she just couldn't take anymore.  The migraine, coupled with the stress causing a flair of Irritable Bowel Syndrome, was beyond her ability to cope with on her own, and she needed to see a doctor. Wes and I decided to stay another day.  We managed to get the hotel to give us another night despite being booked, but it would mean moving rooms.  The kids stayed behind so they wouldn't have to spend the day at the hospital, and Caleb took care of switching our rooms.  Wes and I drove the hour back to Indiana and took my mom to the ER at the same hospital where my dad was staying.  I spent the next few hours running between the 1st and 3rd floors of the hospital.  I needed to be in my dad's room to talk to the surgeon and internal medicine doctor, and I needed to be in and out of my mom's room to talk to her doctor. At one point, the second I stepped into his room, mom texted me saying they needed me to sign a paper.

Did I mention the cell signals wouldn't work in the ER?  I had to use text only, and even then it was sketchy, and the easiest method was just to go back and forth.  And by easy I really mean it was great for burning calories.  Someone put this hospital together piece by piece as afterthoughts, and with no logic as to people who need to get back and forth quickly between floors.

As a side note, Mom's nurse was like a really witchy and evil Barbra Jean from Reba.  I did my best to kill her with kindness and not dirty looks.  My tolerance level for b.s. at that point was about -5. Her doctor was an actual zombie.  He literally shuffled when he walked, had NO expression, and barely moved his lips when he talked.  He would wander out of the room halfway through a sentence...probably in search of brains. Yes, I know he might've been on for a long time, and yes I know he might've been tired.  However, his behavior was strange even for someone overly tired.  *raises hand* I was pretty tired myself, but I never once went in search of brains. 

But I digress...

Her blood work came back fine, and it appeared to be a migraine cycle and a flair of IBS. They released her after fluids and medicine, so I took her upstairs to spend some time with my dad before taking her back to her parents' house for the night.  He was pretty out of it for the most part between the pain medicine and the after effects of the anesthesia the day before.  We took mom to fill her prescriptions on the way to her parents' house, turned around and went back to the pharmacy for something else she needed, and took that to her.  I sent her to bed hoping she would be able to sleep through the night and feel better.

Wes and I returned to the hospital for awhile after dropping her off before heading back to the hotel in Owensboro.  I was exhausted after not having slept the last couple of nights, and my biggest goals were to take a hot shower and sleep. I asked one of my aunts if she could be on call just in case my mom had an emergency in the middle of the night since I was an hour away. I had a nasty, niggling feeling it was going to be a long night.

I've learned to trust that feeling.

10:00 pm Saturday evening:

A stomach virus had travelled through several of the funeral attendees.  It found me.  I started throwing up despite using the phenergan (anti-nausea) in my bag; it didn't work for me that night. Of course it didn't.

10:45 pm Saturday evening:

In between bouts of throwing up, my dad finally came out of his fog enough to start hallucinating and panicking because he didn't realize where he was. The medicines they had him on were really strong. He called me wanting to know where he was, where everyone else was, asking what was going on. He believed it was some elaborate hoax I'd set into place. 😒   I hate pranks, so that would be a no. Come to find out, he not only woke up scared, but he YANKED OUT THE TUBE leading from his nose, down his throat, and into his stomach.  He pulled it out then proceeded to remove his IV line as well. Apparently, pain medications administered through the line in his spine made him more susceptible to hallucinations. He texted me a couple of pictures of himself because he was sure I'd be able to see the blood everywhere, and how his room was destroyed.  They were just selfies, but in his muddled fog, he thought I could see what he saw.  He believed I'd be able to see that his lap was full of blood. If I hadn't been throwing up, I would've gone back to the hospital with him, but I don't think anyone wanted to watch that. He seemed a little calmer after we talked for a few minutes, and I felt really bad for him. It's awful to wake up and be confused and scared, but he was still foggy and we hung up after a few minutes.

So I could go back to throwing up...

2:15 am Sunday, June 18th:
My mom texted that she needed to go back to the hospital.  She'd woken up and been hit with a horrible pain and pressure in her lower right side and flank.  I knew there were two likely possibilities: kidney stone or appendix. I called her right away, and she said she couldn't wait for me to get there because it was so bad. Keep in mind I'm still throwing up. She wanted to call an ambulance, so I told her to call one while I called her sister.  I called my aunt and told her I was throwing up and couldn't leave the hotel room right then to drive the hour back to Indiana, so she agreed to meet her at the hospital.

I called my mom back so I could talk to my grandfather and let him know they needed to take her to the same hospital where my dad was. Having them at two different hospitals was unfathomable at that point.  She hadn't woken him up yet, and was attempting to crawl upstairs to get to him. I was also concerned about her getting the door unlocked so the paramedics wouldn't have to break down the door.  After talking to him, I hung up and called my aunt back again so I could tell her they would take her to the same hospital.

By then I needed to throw up again...

3:40 am Sunday, June 18th:

Katlyn came out of the bathroom and said now she'd thrown up but had cleaned it up.  I quickly dosed her with the phenergan and put her back to bed without really checking the bathroom well.  I was still making my own trips to the bathroom to hurl, but I was in between trips at the moment.  Wes happened to go in the bathroom not long after and came back to get me. Apparently, my youngest child, who never had a stomach virus before, turned the bathroom into a crime scene.  Her version of cleaning it up wasn't anywhere near okay...or sanitary.  So despite my own rolling stomach, I had to clean up her mess. I couldn't take the chance of Wes catching it. Thank goodness I had time to clean it up before throwing up again myself.  

6:15 am Sunday, June 18th:

My aunt texted that my mom had a kidney stone and they were going to flush her with fluids to help it pass while trying to control her pain.  She was being admitted, so at least I knew they would keep an eye on her.

The boys HAD to return to Arkansas that day because Caleb's college registration was the next day. I couldn't send Katlyn home with them because at the end of the week they had a 5 day fishing trip to the coast planned with a couple of Wes's friends.  And since we'd both been sick all night, we were just going to rent the boys a car and send them on their way. I had to drop them off at the car rental place in Kentucky then planned to take Katlyn back to the hotel to let her rest for the day.  She had stopped throwing up, but the phenergan left her very sleepy.  It was a solid plan...it just wasn't meant to be.

10:20 am Sunday, June 18th:

Father's Day wasn't quite what we'd planned, but sometimes life has a way of throwing in surprises. My mom called to say they were getting ready to take her into surgery because her kidney had

ruptured.  At this point, I didn't have a choice but to drop the boys off then rush back to Indiana to be there for her surgery.  So after throwing up all night, and cleaning up after Katlyn, and taking care of her, we drove back to Indiana.  They were so slow taking her back for surgery we made it in plenty of time, thank goodness.  I checked on my dad and left Katlyn in his room on the couch with strict instructions NOT to touch him, anything in the room, or to even think of moving.  She stayed put while I went back and forth between their rooms—yay for being on the same floor.  A couple of hours later they finally took her back for surgery.  My aunts left, and I went along with my mom as far as non patients can go before returning to the 3rd floor to get Katlyn so we could go to surgical waiting.

The doctor came out and said the surgery went fine, he'd placed a stent inside while she healed, and she would be in the hospital over night.  We spent time in both of their rooms, going back and forth, until later in the evening.  Katlyn and I were both exhausted from the stomach virus the night before, and we still had an hour drive back to Kentucky where we had the hotel room for one more night. We stopped at Walmart for a few essentials only to have it start pouring while we were inside.  The cashier taught us a new word when she told us to be careful of the "gollywomper" outside.  I've archived this word in my mind as a new, usable noun.

That was the only night I slept without fretting since they were both in the hospital and had staff to keep an eye on them.  My stomach was still feeling traitorous, and it did for days afterward, but the sleep that night was far more restful. 

Monday, June 19th:

I let Katlyn sleep in that morning while I caught up on work.  I kept in touch with them via text, and we headed over later in the morning after checking out of the hotel.   We were going to stay with my aunt in Indiana so we could be closer to the hospital.  Plus, we'd already been at the hotel for a week, and long term hotel stays are NOT cheap.  Not to mention the fact that the car rental company charged a ridiculous "drop off" fee since they were picking it up in one place and dropping it off in another.  They had the car for only 12 hrs.  Thanks for that one, rental company.

We spent the day going back and forth between their rooms, and I managed to talk to dad's doctors again.  There were a lot of steps they had to go through in order to get him to the point they could sew him up.  Mom was due to be released that afternoon.  We brought her over to spend some time with him after she was released and stayed for the rest of the day.  I took her back to her parents' again that evening.

Tuesday, June 20th:

We picked my mom up that morning and hung out at hospital all day with him.  Keep in mind, his abdomen was still open, so there was no chance for him to really start the healing process.  The pain medications still caused him hallucinations too. We took my mom back to her parents' later that evening, then Katlyn and I returned.  I had a feeling I needed to go back, and I was thankful I listened. When we arrived at the hospital again, he wasn't in good shape. He'd had issues in the bathroom, and was laying in bed at an uncomfortable angle and breathing heavily. We waited for the nurses to come in with his pain medication, and they pulled him back upright again. He hurt so much he couldn't pull himself up in bed, and I didn't want to pull him and take a chance on hurting him more since his abdomen wasn't sewn up yet.

My mom decided to come back to the hospital and stay the night with him, so Katlyn and I stayed until she arrived. We made it home after 10 that night.

Wednesday, June 21st:

My mom was struggling with the discomfort and complications from her stent, but a phone call to the urologist confirmed we just had to maintain during the healing process.  Dad was scheduled to have his abdomen closed the next day, and it was likely they would release him the same day.  If you'd watched him struggle all week, it might've surprised you as much as it did us.  

Wes texted and said their fishing trip had been cancelled due to the tropical storm in the Gulf.  We'd been expecting it for a couple of days, so it wasn't shocking. At this point, nothing surprised us.

Thursday, June 22nd:
The previous day they told us his surgery would be at 10 am.  I asked again before leaving the hospital the night before, and the nurses said it had been moved up to 7 am. I woke up early because I kept thinking they might take him even earlier.  Just as Katlyn and I were walking out the door right before 6 am, my mom texted to tell me they were already taking him back. We made it back in time to talk to the surgeon.

After they closed his incision, we spent the day waiting for the surgeon to arrive and tell us if they were going to keep him an extra night.  Despite our misgivings, they released that evening with instructions to stay in town until Tuesday just in case.  He was pushing hard to leave before then, so I was thankful to the surgeon for her insisting he stay.  He truly wasn't in any shape to travel yet. He wasn't released to drive for two weeks, so my uncle (my dad's brother) and I arranged for him to fly to Evansville and drive them home since he lives in South Carolina in the same town. If Katlyn and I had driven them, we would've had to fly back to Evansville then drive another 8 hours home to Arkansas. I was torn between not wanting to put anything that big on someone else but also knowing it made so much more sense. Plus, I hate asking for help.

We just had to get through the weekend... 

Friday, June 23rd-Sunday, June 25th:

Friday morning, Katlyn and I loaded up my parents' dog and headed to Walmart.  I knew my parents could use the pick-me-up of seeing her again.  They needed some things since they were both unable to drive.  As luck would have it, just as I was on my way out with a cartload of items, the sky opened up monsoon-style.  The part I really found amusing was how it poured the entire time I was unloading things, and a few minutes after taking the last load into my grandparents', it stopped—the sun came out.  

The weekend was spent running errands to make sure my parents had what they needed and keeping up with work. Hearing the phone ring almost made me twitchy wondering if someone's spleen had fallen out, or some other rogue body part was rebelling.  My poor dad's body was absolutely not cooperating with him, and trying to find equilibrium after going through what he did wasn't easy—he was miserable, and who could blame him?

As a side note:  Wes was at work on Friday, and his belt buckle shot off unexpectedly while there. I think this seemed like some sort of cosmic prank to him considering all that had happened, but it's something funny to laugh about now!

Sunday was mixed with working, running errands, and picking up my uncle from the airport. 

Monday, June 26th: 

Two weeks after leaving home, we were in the final stretch before Katlyn and I headed back to Arkansas and my parents and uncle left for South Carolina.  I had a terrible feeling when my mom started feeling badly nauseated.  My uncle was still at the hotel, so Katlyn and I left to take him to dinner and pick up food for my grandmother and parents.  While we were gone, she started throwing up.  She'd been struggling all week with the stent, and we'd been hoping the discomfort would stay manageable until she could return to South Carolina and see her urologist.  She was supposed to have it for two weeks before removal, but it was making her feel terrible.  As the evening wore on, she was feeling worse, and it wasn't looking as if they would be leaving the next day.

I'll be honest and say I spent the rest of the night awake.  I'm not a worrier by nature, but I was tired, and I felt helpless to do anything to make a difference.  I laid awake at my aunt's house all night trying to decide the best way to handle things.  It seemed likely she would have to return to the ER if she couldn't stop throwing up.  She's a petite little thing, and it wouldn't take long for her to dehydrate.  I felt like I'd roped my uncle into flying there to help me get them home, and his life was in limbo while he waited. I felt pulled towards home because my boy's were there and needed me. My oldest is leaving for his first year of college next month, and the time with him is limited. My youngest had been good as gold the entire couple of weeks despite being drug from place to place and having to sit and wait constantly.  She never once complained.  Her birthday was coming up later that week too.  It felt as if no matter what decision I made, I was letting someone down.  My dad wasn't supposed to drive, and he was only four days out from major surgery. 

We knew late that evening they couldn't leave in the morning, but we weren't sure if it was just an extra day for her to stop throwing up, or if her stomach would calm during the night and let her rest. It was hard not to believe another trip the hospital was looming.

Tuesday, June 27th:

I gave up pretending to sleep really early and readied for the day unsure of what would come.  Katlyn

and I packed as if we were leaving, but we knew by then it was likely they were staying.  I had no idea what the right decision was for Katlyn and I.  My uncle was there to drive my parents, but I didn't want to abandon him when he'd come to help me.

Some early texts with my dad let me know my mom had thrown up more through the night.  I headed to the hotel to pick up my uncle so he could have my parents' truck to drive no matter what happened.  When I arrived at my grandparents', I went upstairs to check on my mom, and she really wasn't doing well.  I knew she needed to go back to the hospital, and there was no way she could travel that night.  It wasn't hard to make the call she needed to go back to the hospital, but it was a brutal decision to know if Katlyn and I should head home.  I felt pulled in multiple directions, and I really don't think there was an ideal answer.  After much pushing by everyone involved, I decided to head home.  I took my parents' dog back to my aunt's house (since we didn't know what would happen at the hospital), and my uncle took my parents' back to the hospital once again.  This was mom's third trip since being in Indiana—she was miserable too.

While Katlyn and I were on the road home, mom spent a few hours in the ER.  They gave her fluids, stopped the vomiting, and did x-rays to make sure all was well with the stent.   They released her that afternoon, and they made new plans to travel home the next day. 

Wednesday, June 28th-Sunday, July 2nd:

While they did return to South Carolina on Wednesday, my mom didn't improve over the next couple of days.  So on Friday, they went to the hospital and was admitted.   The urologist removed the stent on Saturday, and she felt improvements immediately.  I'm finishing this only a short time after her release on Sunday.  We're praying they'll both have the chance to heal and recuperate now. 

It's impossible to capture the absolute feeling of untethered chaos from the last few weeks. In fact, I don't necessarily want to share the myriad of emotions. Instead of focusing on the negative aspects, it's better to see how well things were positioned. I truly believe God allowed us to all be where we were, at the time we were, so things would fall in place for me to be there when they needed me. 😉

Things happen for a reason, and we don't always find out why...but sometimes we don't really need to know. Sometimes we just accept it and deal with one thing at a time...even if we are a little twitchy for awhile when the phone rings.